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February 25

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"VODKA JUNIORS...When everything's going wrong, everything around you seems like a movie you can't relate to, you feel tired of everything and you 're at the bottom of the shit and everyone keeps pushing you, there comes a moment of clarity in your mind that you pick up the guitar and write a song about it. Then it feels a bit better. Then you put out the record and people get the songs and then comes a time you're playing live and as you scream the words of that song there is a boy or a girl right in front of you that screams the same words as if it was his song. And then you realise you're not alone... Nothing can ever beat that feeling... We wish we could play everyday..."

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Routine : Nov 25, 2008

Freezing temperatures outside keeps one locked away indoors where the heat is meant to warm one's self being. To me the cold is where I feel at home right now. Standing outside as the cold breeze bristles through my hair with the moon glowing above.

This is where I feel at home when the world seems to be caving beneath my feet. The ice and snow glue my feet to the ground to help figure out where I go next.

The weather that many would never go out in is the weather I leap into. The breath of fresh life it brings to my lungs along with the clearing of my conscious. It is what I desire in this time of need. A break from the World where few wander while the majority stray away.

I am sick of the thoughts, the pain the broken promises. The trouble I go through to make everyone else's life at peace while my World breaks apart. I want peace but find it hard at deceiving even myself to the fantasy land many live in.

I refuse to look the other way when everyone else says its the easiest way. I refuse to give up when everyone else is weak to continue on. I am sorry for not being like others and living in what the real world is. Its perfection and misery combined in one but thats fine that is what makes us human. The pain, the happiness, the laughter, without these emotions we are a lower species below even the insects we step on outside.

I cling onto what I know to be real while others try to claw me from the truth. They wish to live in a world of lies and blind hope. I prefer to live life, have fun but know what to do and what not to do. I understand individuals all around me more than any. I can predict their next action by knowing them better than anyone else. Is it a curse? I am no psychic its simply not being selfish and understanding each person as an individual. You know your best friend or your parents how they will react to a situation. I simply have that ability with everyone that I encounter not only the close ones.

For this it makes life harder I know who is out to use me. I know the lies they tell, the stories they make to make life better. Are these random thoughts or me simply putting pieces of a puzzle I have long avoided now together?

What will the puzzle make out to be when it is done, or will its finish be the death of me?

I' am lost yet I am here staring right at what is before me. I know my way but getting there is the objective. Climbing the barriers, fighting the past and present to make a perfect future.